my death brother

dont know why suddenly i remembered my death brother..
what if he still alive, how my life could be *wondering*

wondering how does he look like, how his characters would be :(
would his characters be same as my oldest brother :'(
would his characters be as s*cks as my oldest brother ;(

aahh ... how my mom feeling would be when she knew her son was died
he hadnt died directly when he was born, he survived about 40 days :((



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